What was the discovery? That each moment of this Life is already a completely fresh and clean slate, with absolutely no exceptions and no regrets. That there is no need to grasp for happiness. There has never been a history of anxiety or years of baggage, and there is no future that needs to be worried about. Not only that, but everything is always Just. Fine. That LOVE WINS ALL.
How was this realized? Through the clear and practical seeing that there is no separate and inherent me here being threatened by the events of life, that life, even in its most heartwrenching moments, is whole, rich, juicy, all-inclusive, and awe-inspiring.
And here comes the part where I tell you why I started this blog...
Not only do I not inherently exist, but You don't either. And that is Your freedom from anxiety, suffering, and stress. In the past few years alone, this very practical truth of reality has been shared with thousands of people, for free. Without a catch.
If that notion makes sense to you on some level, or if you'd like to work on seeing that there is no separate Self, I'm paying it forward in this blog so that you can discover this truth. And if you're into keeping score to know whether the pointers here are successful, I've been working one on one with dozens of people just like you, since May, 2011. This work to see through the illusion of a separate self is free.
Listen. Stop seeking. Start looking.
For inquiry how-to, visit my blog Lill Inquiries, a lighthearted look at step-by-step investigation of reality, otherwise known as the Direct Path
Update: My husband received a transplant in December 2011 and as of this update in October 2015, he is alive and fully thriving. My love and unimaginable appreciation goes to donor families everywhere. And my heartfelt and very best best wishes go to recipients, and those waiting to receive. For now, fully dwell in your hope and in the love of friends and family.
I'm posting my original thread from a now defunct forum, Ruthless Truth. That forum was where I learned to "Just Look", and within days saw that I was not as I seemed. Following is my post in which I explain 'my' moment of insight and its implications.
The Ruthless Arena
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